Peel my eyelids away from my face
help me focus, help me see
reach into my center
kiss my galaxy
I spin madly away from this life
gnawing on dead space
his fingers spread deep
white laced with heaven,
I swirl toward angels and hell
all at once
He is Apollo –
Both God and Demon of love
I puff on his glass , inhale his acid
He takes me to paradise
with wings
covered in black ice
When he yanks me back to this truth
I fall to my knees and pray
I want him to stop
but beg him to stay
He smiles
then rolls his fog down my throat
God gave me my heart
but this Demon has my soul
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