In any room,
it does not matter which colors are used or
which carpet is laid,
in any room where teeth grind together,
or heavy hands grow into tree stumps,
I lose my breath.
It is not just any breath, either.
It is the breath that keeps me,
that prays for me
during moments that the stone ships sail in,
it is the breath that I hold
when dog-faced warriors
chop off my family’s heads,
it is the breath I caught when
unwanted hands disturbed my
tranquil femininity,
and it is in any room painted any color,
where deep red blows flushed faces into tight lips
and she,
or he,
pound voices of hammer,
roaring chunks of stew
into my tiny chest,
I do not know if it is I, or if
my breath loses me.
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Strength pours out in your written breathless voice~ Fine piece!~Deborah
Thank you for reading Deborah! And thanks for the comments. 🙂
Oh, those stone ships…
You just wrote about my own experiences, and my own inability to breathe.
This is excellent writing about your experiences. I could relate to what you wrote here and that feeling of choking/suffocation. I thought that you might enjoy reading this. It’s important to write or do something creative as you heal.
wow…i feel this.
Very graphic these chunks of stew. Very nice poem.
I felt this one in my spine, where I always feel pain. Wonderfully evocative.